Saturday, August 18, 2007

Back to the Future




What happens to a modern iconoclast , in the same vein as Peckinpah and Welles, when even HBO won't let you get to the artful pursuits in your head? You go back to the future I guess. "John from Cincinnati"(JFC) wipes out.

There is no doubt David Milch is the cracked genius of the modern era of television. Noone else is creating such richly dense dialogue or taking so many chances at greatness. It's probably his myopic view of his creations that lead him to make such compelling tv for some and leave the majority of the audience in the dark. Television is suppose to placate the lower IQ range that way everyboby likes it. His last two HBO creations have had some truly monumental characters staining our imaginations( Al Swearengen of Deadwood and JFC's Bill Jacks). His genius creates blips of overly ornate mouthfuls of dialogue, laced with numerous cultural references and profanities bringing a spirit and intellect rarely seen on the small screen. Milch's indulgances in fuzzy logic in plotlines, glut of character arcs and self congratulatory demeanor can leave most people clicking the remote to more easily consumable television viewing. Deadwood seemed to die from it's
inabilty to sustain it's own weight ( budget and egos). John was just a little too weird and disjointedsome said just bad tv.

I feel JFC was brilliant in it's exploration of spirituality, surfing and the ladder days of the American Empire. It may have been a little obtuse but no more than the extremely popular "lost". I feel that "lost" uses confusion and deception merely as a tool to keep the viewing audience coming back and watching the commercials. It's just a carrot, JFC is so much more. JFC was uses the confusion and non-linear jumps to creat cogintive dissidence, breaking the audience's trend of thought and opening them into another arena, perhaps spritual realm of thinking or being. This is a very common technique in spiritual orders to help clean the mind of the day to day and help create communion with the divine or other. Perhaps this is a little lofty for a television show to burden itself with. I guess that it is. John will soon be gone, I don't Butchie instead.

Beyond all this Milch is now working on a cop show for HBO( he is under contract to develop television programming through 2008). So back to the future for the man who worked on "Hill Street Blues" and created "NYPD Blue". I'm sure it will be similar vein to Deadwood and JFC and feature some of the same actors. It would be great if it had Jim Beaver as a jaded police sergeant with early on set alzheimers, Garret Dillahunt and Brian Van Holt as partners who are detectives , Ed O'Neil as a reformed alcoholic, right wing mayor, Ian McShane as a racketeer who runs all the crime in the South part of the city and Paula Malcomson as super bitchy DA trying to clean up the city. I'm sure it will be something along these lines and very interesting as usual with lots of cuss words. I guess we will see soon. I look forward to it.

Could this be Magic?



Wednesday, August 15, 2007

2007 NFL Predictions



Predictions for NFL ( at a very casual glance) let's see how I do.

NFC East
1. Dallas
2. New York
3. Philadelphia
4. Washington

NFC North
1. Chicago
2. Minnesota
3. Green Bay
4. Detroit

NFC South
1. New Orleans ( best record )
2. Carolina
3. Tampa Bay
4. Atlanta

NFC West
1. Seattle
1. San Francisco (San Fran wins tiebreaker)
3. Arizona
4. St Louis

NFC Championship

Saints vs. Seahawks-----------------> Seahawks

AFC East
1. New England (tie best record, wins tie breaker )
2. New York
3. Miami
4. Buffalo

AFC North
1. Cincinnati
2. Baltimore
3. Cleveland
4. Pittsburgh

AFC South
1. Indianapolis ( tie best record )
2. Tennessee
3. Jacksonville
4. Houston

AFC West
1. San Diego
2. Oakland
3. Kansas City
4. Denver

AFC Championship

Indy vs. Patriots ----------------> Patriots


Superbowl

Patriots vs. Seahawks ------------> Patriots

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

M.I.A.


I have been away for far too long, allergies have led to much physical discomfort. I promise to get back in the game this week.
I have some more thougts on salad dressings and some music reviews.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Salad Anybody?


Everyone is always asking me about salad dressings. People seem to like the ones
that I make. I'm almost always in favor of making your own, they taste better and they are really easy to make. There are just a few concepts to keep in mind and you too can soon be a master.

First and foremost there are the vinaigrettes. You might ask, what is a vinaigrette?
Well. A vinaigrette is an emulsion, which means basically "a suspension or dispersion of one liquid into another, the two liquids being mutually insoluble." You know like oil and water. They never truly mix. A vinaigrette is vinegar suspended in oil .

A vinaigrette can be as simple as oil and vinegar. This is a great way to dress a salad. You can choose your level of acidity by the amount and choice of vinegar. I'm always a fan of using great ingredients as components in your mixture. So spend some money on a quality oil ( I like an extra virgin olive oil or flax seed oil) and a decent vinegar( I like a nice balsamic). It doesn't take a great deal of ingredient to dress a salad. So what ever you spend will continue flavor your salad for quite a while.

Let's just start by creating a simple vinaigrette. It is easy to make and it's the building block to many different and exciting flavor choices.

What you will need is:

Olive Oil ( extra virgin is preferred)
Vinegar ( your choice)
Mustard ( dijon preferred)
Salt and pepper

Place tablespoon of mustard and half cup of vinegar into a bowl.

Whisk in a 3/4 cup of oil, add salt and pepper to your taste. A pinch of each will do.

That's it.

This will create a simple vinaigrette that will be temporarily emulsified and separate shortly afterwards. You can add herbs, spices, honey, garlic onions, anchovies, lemon juice. It's good and good for you.

Next time out we'll grab the Cuisinart or blender and make a more permanent emulsion with some more ingredients.

Remember life is too short to eat bad food.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Music of the Spheres


'Many say that life entered the human body by the help of music, but the truth is that life itself is music'. Hafiz

Monday, May 21, 2007

overstuffed

Most men, no matter how well or badly dressed, carry overstuffed, beat up wallets that should have been replaced years ago. Why is that? Every time I see a guy take out a wallet anywhere, it looks like a piece of old melted chocolate cake-with strings.
Jonathan Carroll
stuffed

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Marlon Brando: It's Alive!!!

court yard

Perhaps Brando is not dead.

Roger Wilco



I've been meaning to do this for sometime. The new Wilco record "Sky Blue Sky" is amazing. A friend lent me an advanced copy a while ago and I've listened to it about 50 times. It consumed me in a time of many great releases.

Wilco has never been a favorite of mine. There were always songs that I enjoyed but nothing to keep me that interested. I always preferred what solo folk guitar stuff Jeff Tweedy did. Last year or a little over a year ago. I watched the "Burn to Shine: Chicago" DVD that had a very sublime live Wilco performance in a house that was about to be demolished. It really impressed me. I then went on to borrow their live CD "Kicking Television" which I liked as well. I think it may have to do with the fact , the band had added one of my favorite guitar players, Nels Cline. I haved seen him in many ensembles. He simply oozes great music from his pores.

"Sky Blue Sky"is a heartfelt and deeply personal album, you can tell from Tweedy's lyrics and the music perfectly matches his mood and tone.I have no idea how they recorded this but it sounds live and organic. It has great part writing that mesh together to unvail an amazing conversation between some talented and empathetic musicians, It echo past great bands like The Band, the Grateful Dead and the Beatles on "Let it Be". The record goes beyond the hipster pop of "Yankee Hotel Foxtrot " and has better songs and more catchy pop hooks than "a ghost is born". This is a very mature and developed sounding record. I might even say classic. I guess, I just did.

I thin k this version of Wilco is the best yet. They seem happy, productive and creative. I can't wait to see them in concert. Hopefully this is just a beginning and we can look forward to plenty of great music. Buy it you will like it.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Condiments are your Friends



Speaking of making the broth, I have been cooking professionally for over 25 years. I've decided that this would be a great place to pass on tips . People are continually calling or asking me about this or that and I'm always glad to share a few secrets.

Today's installment is about making condiments your friends.

I was talking to my assistant Dan yesterday about making Spanish Rice , which oddly I had never made. I was in the n middle of making it and admitted to having never made it before. He said it looked right and then began talking about how his dad made it by pouring salsa in the rice and Voila!! - Spanish Rice. He continued to tell me about other condiment and other prepared food cooking solutions his dad used in the kitchen. He sort of said it like it was a dirty secret. I looked straight at him and said, "Condiments are your friends".

A condiment is a food (normally strongly flavored) that is added in small quantities “at the table” to a major dish “to the eater’s taste”.
Most condiments are so highly flavored (e.g. salt) that they are normally not eaten by themselves but only as an addition to some other food.
Condiments do not form a natural category like herbs, but instead are part of a functional category which means that that the notion of a "condiment" depends on how it functions. For example, Sauerkraut is a food that can be served as a side-dish. However in the context of a hot-dog stand sauerkraut becomes a condiment. Sauerkraut is not inherently a condiment - it only becomes one in the context of buying a sausage in a bun with some pickled cabbage, and seemingly no where else.
There are many deviations to the above definition – a kitchen may add condiments before the food is served, or a condiment like mayonnaise with little flavor other than fat is popular with Belgians who like to add it to French fries. - Wikipedia

About week earlier, Joel one of the guys I cook for at work asked me, "What is the king of condiments?" At the time, I said ketchup. He was surprised. Mustard was his
side of choice. In context of the above wikipedia definition, I believe salt is king of condiments, closely followed by sugar and then pepper. I think most of us see condiments as mustard, ketchup, salsa, mayonnaise, etc. And Yes, I still see ketchup as being the king. It is great on fries of all types( I share the love of mayo on fries with the Belgians and also like vinegar like the Brits), works well in making Phad Thai, will fix a soup, great on a burger, I liked it on roast beef as a child, works in some salads and salad dressings, to name a few things. Ketchup is salty and sweet. Two things humans really seem to like. It also is a bit sour from the vinegar.
The very popular Heinz 57 is rumored to contain beef blood, "a natural flavoring". I guess that's what makes it so good.

I guess my main point of this little piece is to show that condiments as well as being great flavors to add at the table are great concentrated flavor solutions in the kitchen. The three big guns mayo, mustard and ketchup get a lot of use for sure. Salsa is quickly finding it's way passed those three and there are a myriad of compotes, concoctions and flavor packets I use regularly.

Condiments are not cheating . You don't have to hide them in brown paper bags. You don't have to sneak them into recipes when no one is looking. Embrace the condiment in cooking, they are extremely helpful. I'm a big fan of Worcestershire and soy sauce. They are both ways of adding salty goodness. Sweet-Garlic Chili sauce is my favorite. There are also great recipes to make most of these items for scratch if you are so inclined. The web is the home to many recipes some wonderful and others ridiculous.

Don't fear condiments and remember life is too short to cook shitty food. Take some time and make yourself something good to eat.

BTW- Bobby Flay eat my shit, I've made a nice roasted chili pepper compote to accent and compliment it's earthy flavor.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

money money money


Happiness is not in the mere possession of money; it lies in the joy of achievement, in the thrill of creative effort.

Franklin D Roosevelt

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

feeling empty, good empty

sand2

“In the world I fill up a place, which may be better supplied when I have made it empty”

William Shakespeare

Positive Vibrations!!!!!!!



I've had a little bad attitude and motivation problem for a while. I've felt a littled stalled in life and unable to make change. I was talking with Heather a lot on the phone and she suggested reading a book . The book was "The Sucess Principles" - Jack Canfield. Jack is the author of "Chicken Soup for the Soul". Just looking at the book or the mention of it made we feel queasy. I'm a jaded middle aged man with a chip on his shoulder and this was some weird posivite smile fest with lots of hugs.

I resisted the idea for about a month, I guess. Heather visited a weekend ago and suggested that I just have a peak at her copy of the book. I did and it was much like what I thought it would be. My reaction was much as I expected but then I read one inspiration story that was in the book. I don't recall the exact story now but it described me and how that person had given into Jack's system and suceeded at a high level.

It was at that moment I decided fuck it. I have nothing to lose and everything to gain by reading the book. I have certainly made a lot of great change in my life in the last couple of years. Why not focus my mind on sucess and positive attitude? I bought the book a couple days later and fought through the first couple chapters, my bullshit meter on high. It was shortly after that moment it changed or I changed, things changed. I decide to dedicate myself to reading the WHOLE book and then going back to the beginning and doing ALL the exercises.

Since that time things have gotten better or how I perceive them has gotten better. I can't say that everything has improved, in fact some stuff has gotten worse in my life. However, I do have a better attitude and a commitment to working towards contentment and happiness in myself and my life.

Thank you Heather.

Thanks Jack.

And most of all thank me.

Monday, May 14, 2007

ok computer - arrogant computer companies



It occurs to me that maybe people should steal computer software. It would certainly be very Thoreau-like to give the finger to the developers from your very own virtual Walden. It can be extremely frustrating trying to getting things done when it feels like the computer companies are more concerned only with entertaining themselves and lining their pockets with your gold pieces . The industry seems a little self absorbed and down right arrogant. Where else would such poorly crafted product be allowed to ship ? Where else would the pricing structures be so arbetrary? Where else would the product support be so lacking and condscending ? Where else would there be such arrogant, self absorbed design ? Why should I pay real money for a real tool when it will be rendered obsolete with in two years? If this existed in any other industry they would be out of business.

Computers have certainly made life a lot different for all of us. Sometimes this is a good thing and at other times bad. I just wish we weren't held hostage so much by the computers companies and required to pay them to be beta testers. Obviously I could not convey this message here without the use of a computer but that doesn't mean we should have to be tortured to do so.

Wake up and start thinking about your customers. Give them not what you think they need , but what they need.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

think again

the road to aw


I'm very excited that next week "The Fountain" comes to DVD. This movie is Darren Aronofsky's answer to the "Matrix". He felt that that movie had completely redefined the sci-fi film and this is his forray into that brave new world. I would say it's another masterpiece much like his "reqieum for a dream", a dark poetic piece about addiction(s). It is beautiful, emotionally charged, intelligent and even spiritual movie. It's much like one of the masters paintings that unfolds like a lotus flower over two delightful hours.

Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett left this production as it crumbled in Australia. They went on to join the blockbuster "Babel", a movie that is hard for me to watch. It still sits on my coffee table in it's Netflix envelope. Aronofsky on the otherhand downscaled his production, rejoined his reqieum and pi production team and picked up his wife Rachel Weisz and Hugh Jackman on the cheap(before they both blew up as movie stars) and opted for organic special effects over digtal. The combination is a winner. It's funny how adversity can lead us to were we really need to be in life. This movie is really special(I saw it twice the first weekend), it would be hard to be any different than the way it came out.

It's released on Tuesday. Watch it.You'll enjoy it.

Friday, May 4, 2007

....to victory.....


You gotta have presence on the court. Presence like a cheetah rather than a chimp. Sure, they both got it, but Chimpy gotta jump his nuts around to get it. The shy cheetah moves with total nonchalance, stickin' it to them in his sexy, slow strut. Me? I play like a cheetah. - Jim Carroll



I have always been a fan of NBA Basketball though more casually, as of late. The current league seems lame, there just isn't very interesting games. The players seem to lack skills and sucessful team dynamics are usually tied to defense and not the art of ball movement, which is far more interesting to watch.

Still with all that is lacking for me in the game. I will always watch the playoffs. I remember once running out during half-time to buy a television when the tube went out on mine. It was worth it to see Alonzo Mourning, Larry Johnson Kendall Gill and Spudd Webb of the Charlotte Hornets pig pile at center court with their first playoff series victory. It's these moments where, we experience real human emotions in spite of all the corporate sponsors and hype that is what keeps our interest. Last years games had some very special moments and series. The ragtag misfits of the Miami Heat were fun to watch winning it all. Steve Nash and the Suns dramatic style was also a delight.

This year, I wasn't that excited about the playoffs but I have cable so I am able to watch casually. I knew that i would probably watch Steve Nash and the Suns because they are fun to watch. I knew much of the East would only garner Sportcenter highlight interest. The surprise was how much fun the Dallas-Golden state series would be. I had seen the Warriors during the regular season, the only game I went to in person. They looked like a bad college team. In fact the Sonics beat them. This was the Warriors pre-trade. Yet they squeaked into the playoffs with a victory over Portland. Clinching the 8th seed just barely. How good could a series between them and the Mavericks who won 67 games.? Evidently real good.

The subplot between the Warriors and Dallas is intriguing. The Mavericks were built by Don Nelson . He is currently the mad genius at the helm of the Warriors. He had retired from coaching after conflict with controversial Mavericks owner Mark Cuban. The staff( including Nelson's son Donny) and the team are all a part of the Nelson creation . Nelson left because of Cuban's hands on ownership and a dispute over financial compensation . Cuban had in fact accused Nelson lacking the desire to win at all cost because he refused to play his star player when he was injured . He feared it may cause career ending damage to the player's knee. He used money to snub and force Nelson out of the orgainzation.What could fate bring more dramatically interesting than the creator pitted against his creation and a taste for vengeance.

Well to cut to the chase the Warriors won against the Mavericks in Oakland last night. The series was emotional, exciting and well fought and yet Nelson held the magic in his hands. The Warriors succeeded against all odds; the great team, unorthodox style the pundits said could not win, injuries, lapses in concentration, etc. They were the underdog, expected by few to win and yet they were the victors. We humans love this story.

I know that I was taken by them and their fans who's shirts a sea of yellow read "WE BELIEVE". Isn't that the power of getting behind the underdog? Isn't that why we are drawn to it's energy? In our hearts, we all want to believe and have it be the outcome we desire in our lives despite of hard cold facts to the contrary. The story goes back a long ways, remember David and Goliath.

VIVA THE UNDERDOG!!!!!!!! It gives us all a little faith.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

H.O.T.( House of tarab)

I just spent last night recording and videotaping House of Tarab ( a Middle Eastern musical ensemble) with my colleagues Serge and Grayson. It was a fairly joyful evening. I have posted some photos at my flickr account, check it out.
belly dancer doing a backbend

Friday, April 27, 2007

on second thought

Maybe I'm better with an edge, maybe a little bitchin' makes it alright.

There's certainly enough things in this world to get pissed at. The important thing is a dedication to changing those things.

Wake up and live! Here's to piss and vinegar!

Cover your Wheaties I feel a whiz coming on.

report card

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

TLF (the Terrance Liberation Front)

Why, when God's world is so big,
did you fall asleep in a prison
of all places?
Rumi
master locker
I've been trying to blog unsucessfully for about the last week. Each time that I attemt to post, I find my words full of negativity and I delete them before they can enter the ether. It feels like I'm jailed in my own bad attitude. I really hope if I persist with my attempts that I will escape and embrace the beauty of experience again . Life is way too short to just bitch. Let me free, let me free.

Monday, April 23, 2007

The Spiritual Dimensions of Psychology


"The best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. That is the only way out of it. As soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. Then you have no reason to hate them; you just forget.

Hazrat Inayat Khan

Friday, April 20, 2007

enjoy the silence

fog of war

Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt.
Abraham Lincoln

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

sense of doubt

table top abstract
To believe with certainty we must begin with doubting.
Stanislaw Leszczynski

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

morning dew

morning dew

“A warrior acts as if he knows what he is doing, when in effect he knows nothing.”

CARLOS CASTANEDA

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Drums & Guns





Let me start post by saying that I am delighted with many of the new musical releases this year. So far, it has been great and there look to be many more. I have hope again for the recording arts . Modest Mouse and !!! have put out good records and Wilco looks to be poised with one, as well. Hope is here for a jaded old fuck like myself and that is an essence rare, indeed.

The main point of this post is telling you all about the new Low record. It's called "Drums and Guns" and it delights me. I have had a very love hate relationship with this ensemble. I found last years outing terrible and have hated their live show more than once over the years, but this new CD is a pleasure. It is textural and slow moving, kind of like watching the paint dry but hypnotic. It'll suck you in and slay you. The paper packaging is very nice, a work of art in it's own right. I won't bug you with excessive verbiage, just try it. I think you might like it. I certainly did.

Monday, April 9, 2007

thaiku

Thaiku Decoration

I am certainly a lover of the Thai dish, Phad See Iew(Pan-fried wide rice noodles with egg in soy sauce , broccoli and your choice of meat). I like it with chicken. I find it far more fulfilling than Phad Thai. The wide noodles are a flavor sponge for the sweet soy sauce.

On Sunday, I stumbled across thaiku in old Ballard. They have great decor, courteous service and really good Phad See Iew.They make a simple version with just noodles, meat, sauce, egg, wide noodles and sliced Chinese Broccoli. It is perfection amongst many mediocre Phad See Iew. You should try it.

new day rising

Awhile ago, I reported that my new Leica Camera had had an unforunate accident. It made me quite sad. I'm happy to report that it is now working again. The nice people at Leica fixed it without a charge , other than shipping it to them.I can now take photographs with the little camera that I love.

monorail EMP 1

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Lucinda more Neil than Norah



I made the journey to Nashville this weekend to see two of my special ladies. Heather, who I have written about before in this very blog and Lucinda Williams, one of my favorite singers.I'll be mostly writing about Lucinda here.

Now to start with I was a little worried about the show because her new album has really got me yet. Usually her music seeps into my consciousness and really fucks with me. She has a way with her simple songs and emotional poetry. Her Band and guitarist Doug Pettibone are the perfect scenery for her tales of human wreckage and redemption. The new album "West"
is sort of flat. I can tell there are good songs but it seems the edges have been sanded off. It seems like the album has been produced to give that sort of flat Norah
Jones or later Bonnie Raitt polished sound. It makes sense, people got mouths to feed, got to make the money but does it serve the music.

Last night, Heather and myself had great seats way down front in the already intimate Ryman Auditorium. It was such a great thrill to see Lucinda in her old hometown in the mothership of country music. The show was amazing. The crowd was a happy bunch and it made Lucinda and the band really relaxed and happy. They played plenty of old favorites and tried many of the new songs. They played for a couple hours and yet it seemed way too short. It could have gone all night as far as I'm concerned.

I guess the main point of my blog is that after the show thinking back to the new songs, I liked them all much better live because they were more real. Lucinda is real, her voice cracks, she dances awkwardly, has truckstop hair and looks like the road has been a long one. The band are real guys too. They are normal looking guys who could be playing in any bar across America. Yet they are on stage at the Ryman creating a beautiful, dirty and fragile sound that is very special. Lucinda and her band remind me so much of the special bond that Neil Young has with Crazy Horse. Seventies Rolling Stones also comes to mind. It's warts and all but it touches you real deep.

Come on Lucinda. We know you are more Neil than Norah. For your next record give us Real Live Bleeding Fingers And Broken Guitar Strings that's why we love you so.

Monday, February 19, 2007

I'll be back in Nashville Again

Just a few more days and I'll be traveling to lovely Nashville to see my lady. If you would had told me that I would travel to Nashville three times in 2 months, I would have told you that you were crazy.Here I go again, I can't wait.




Sunday, February 18, 2007

Things go wrong, things break

The last week has been a little trying for me. I've been sick for week. Things having been breaking left and right in my life.Yesterday it came to a head. I took a fall at the park while enjoying an amazing Seattle winter day. It banged me up pretty good and I broke my new camera. It sucked. I melted down.

The thing that I have remembered todaywith a clearer perspective is that life is pretty good . Inspite of the complications and set backs, life is pretty nice. Things go wrong and things break, it's a part of things just like nice sunny days and our finer moments.
blue sky

Monday, February 12, 2007

Something to make you feel better


This was recently posted at brainsturbator.com. It's a very thought provoking website with lots of interesting articles and a huge reference archive.

Monday, February 5, 2007

For Now

dark tree

lost in this confusion
is this love or just illusion?
doesn't matter, we all find something either way
there's me and then there's you
let's just hope that it will do
because it never really worked the other way
there's silence in the one
but many voices in the myriad
of Christmas card decorations
we're all in this together
you're never alone
it just feels that way
take a chance on me
I'll take a chance on you
hope for the best
and live the rest
it'll never be puppy dogs and rainbows
but we may just get there any way
we won't have matching bathrobes
or pleasant dispositions
we'll be watching too much television
swearing like sailors
not drinking or smoking
just teas, candy and lots of sushi
living on the loving
just here and now
were we can manage
and tomorrow is a child
that will take care of itself

Sunday, February 4, 2007

Fear of Music: My Top Ten of almost Rock Albums



Here is my top ten albums that influence my life. I've never really been a straight rock guy. I usually like an art damaged album that rocks.

1.Fear of music - talking heads

2.Before and after science - Brian Eno

3.Starfish - The Church

4.Hail to the Thief - radiohead

5.///CODENAME:dustsucker - Bark Psychosis

6.Roseland NYC Live - Portishead

7.entertainment - Gang of 4

8. Melody of Certain Damaged Lemons - Blonde Redhead

9.Surfer Rosa -
The Pixies

10.Repeater - fugazi

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Back in Seattle

I've been traveling alot lately. The last month is a blur. I'm hoping to get my wits about me over the next couple of weeks so I can get back out there in the mix.Until then, my own bed feels real good .
getting to bna

Monday, January 22, 2007

Bukowski pt. 2



I went to see the documentary "Bukowski: Born into this" a couple of years ago. It is a decent movie about Bukowski. It definitely deals with the whole man. It shows the great pain and violence contain in him, the hard worker, the romantic, the poet, the writer and all the other things that make up a dynamic human being.

The disturbing part for me was the footage of him reading in the clubs and theaters. It was more performance art than poetry reading. The audience was there to see the atrocity. He was nervous, angry and scared on stage. He would drink to calm his anxiety and then the crowd would egg him on and he would drink more in a vicious cycle.It was sort of sad. These performances were a necessary cash cow, they advanced his career through exposure and the creation of the myth of the man. He is reported to have hated these gigs. Hank would have been more interested in writing or being at the race track.

When I was watching the movie there were several inebriated members of the audience, probably over half. They cheered the excesses of his alcoholism. Like at his poetry reading, they were drawn in by the spectacle and not the man.

Bukowski really curtailed his drinking after illness late in life. He dabbled in mediation,healthier living and using his beloved Apple computer. He wrote his last book "Pulp" and some of his best poetry during this period. It seems to me that he had found a little peace at the end of a turbulent life.

This taken from wikipedia:

Bukowski died of leukemia on March 9th, 1994 in San Pedro, California, at the age of 73, shortly after completing the novel "Pulp", his last. His funeral rites were conducted by Buddhist monks. His gravestone reads: "Don't Try".
According to Linda Lee Bukowski, her husband's epitaph means something along the lines of "If you spend all your time trying, then all you're doing is trying. So don't try. Just do."

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

TS Eliot


If you aren't in over your head, how do you know how tall you are?
T. S. Eliot

radiohead in my head



radiohead are working on a new record. I can't wait, it will be the perfect soundtrack to how I feel right now.

Bukowski: A Wonder Filled Poet



I've really come to appreciate the poetry of Charles Bukowski. There's a certain dance between truth and beauty that delights me. It would be great if he was remembered more for this than being a drunk.




liberated woman and liberated men

look here
the one you considered killing yourself
for.
you saw her the other day
getting out of the car
in the Safeway parking lot.
she was wearing a torn green
dress and old dirty
boots
her face raw and living.
she saw you
so you walked over
and spoke and then
listened.
her hair did not glisten
her eyes and her conversation were
dull.
where was she?
where had she gone?
the one you were going to kill yourself
for.

the conversation finished
she walked into the store
and you looked at her automobile
and even that
which used to drive up and park
in front of your door
with such verve and in the spirit of
adventure
now looked like a junkyard
joke.

you decide not to shop at
Safeway
you'll drive 6 blocks
east and buy what you need at
at Ralphs.

getting into your car
you are quite pleased that
you didn't
kill yourself;
everything is delightful and
the air is clear.
your hands on the wheel,
you grin as you check for traffic in
the rearview mirror.

my man, you think
you've saved yourself
for somebody else, but who?

a slim young creature walks by
in a miniskirt and sandals
showing marvelous leg.
she's going to shop at Safeway
too.

you turn off the engine an
follow her in.

Monday, January 15, 2007

workin' together

Hezza at the Museum
You've seen her before on this very blog and she's back again. It's the Hezza from Nashville. After many hours of phone time, we have decided to use our super powers for good and do a co-authored photoblog. In each edition, we will both post a photo from our own location. It will be a visual continuation of all the long phone conversations that we have had and will have. It's called seatac to bna . Check it out.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

wintery weather


"Ravenna Icy"
Originally uploaded by Figgy Studio Assistant.
I got back from San Francisco on Friday night. It was fun and warm there . On return, Seattle was and is frosty and cold. The side streets around my house are iced over. I can't get my van out to the main roads, it drives terribly in the snow and ice. I'm snowbound, holed up watching television and sleeping. Feeling recharged now but I have a little cabin fever. I hope it thaws tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Moon Over Bloomingdale's

Day two in San Francisco:

1. In the workshops, we finished up the FInal Cut Master Class. It was an alright class but it seemed a little short of a "master class". From my classmates questions, I wonder how some of these people get out of bed and get anything done. Steve Martin was an excellent teacher. I would love to take a small group advanced class with him. He gave us a full DVD of all the lessons . Fuckin cool.

2. Jobs gave the Keynote and answered the geeks prayers with the Iphone which is an amazing piece of technology. I however just want my phone to be a phone and do a good job at that.

3. Opening day of the Expo was a zoo. I went in early checked our booth, took a look at a few others and went to class.

4. Took an urban hike in the afternoon up to Haight-Astbury. My feet hurt but I had some really good lemonade and fried squid.

5. Tonight we are going for tapas at Cha Cha Cha on Haight.

Last night we saw "Pan's Labrinth" . I was skeptical going in but this was pretty awesome. I will dedicate a blog entry to this and "The Fountain", two excellent movies that the stupid main stream media will ignore to suck off Clooney, Pitt and all the other hacks in Hollywood.

There was a small eartquake here today, bad timing to be living in a tall building.

I'm out.